Essentially Hopefilled

LGBT. Mental Health Advocate. Essential Oil Enthusiast.

7 more weeks. 

That moment when you no longer love your job.

Why you shouldn’t fall in love with your best friend. 

I fell in love with my best friend, and I truly regret it. And I miss him like crazy!

The punishing thoughts inside my head

A list of the thoughts that occur inside my head on a daily basis.

I’m a burden

I don't have many close friends, and I often feel like a burden. I feel like an annoyance for asking my friends to hang out. They don't mean to make me feel like a burden, and I doubt they even know the doubt inside my head.

Discovering what I want

Figuring out what I want with my life.

Uncertain Future

What happens when you're world comes crashing down around you.

Crying in the bathroom at work. 

Rough days mean the tears come whether I want them to or not.

My New Year’s Resolutions


What it feels like to hide mental illness

Every single day I wake up, battle my mental illness, and then shove it into a box. I go through every day acting like some one I'm not, but at least she's someone I strive to be.

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