“I’m not good enough.” It’s a thought I’ve had quite often throughout my life. I’ve never felt like I’m good enough. Getting a B on a test was never acceptable. The thought used to only apply to my school work. I’d never be good enough. I’d never earn that 4.0. But as time went on, it began to apply to every aspect of my life. I’m not good enough to be loved. I’m not a good enough friend. I’m not good enough to not be alone. I deserve this misery. I deserve to be alone. I’ll never be good enough. And I don’t know how to get that thought out of my head. 

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