Essentially Hopefilled

LGBT. Mental Health Advocate. Essential Oil Enthusiast.

I’m never good enough

"I'm not good enough." It's a thought I've had quite often throughout my life. I've never felt like I'm good enough. Getting a B on a test was never acceptable. The thought used to only apply to my school work.... Continue Reading →


You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone. 

"I wish I knew what I had when you were mine." I wish this quote wasn't so familiar to me. I have always strived to be a kind, loyal, forgiving person. I try my best to give multiple chances to... Continue Reading →

What my anxiety thinks of me

I see my anxiety (and my depression) as a person who lives inside my brain. It's not a nice person. I haven't named it and it doesnt have a gender, but I hate it with a passion. It hates me... Continue Reading →

It’s easier when I write

I don't know how to express myself verbally sometimes. It's not a struggle with words, just a struggle to get them out of my mouth.

When my brain attacks me again…

I spent today with that boy again. The one who promised me forever and then chose to walk away. The last couple times we worked together I was ok because I knew he was in a similar boat. He wasn't... Continue Reading →

Facing Anxiety Even When I Don’t Want To

My anxiety has been at an all time high this week. It's been hard to function, but I'm doing it anyway. I'm leaving tomorrow for a trip to the beach with my family. I'm flying there and this is only... Continue Reading →

Monday Morning

The power of positive thinking and its effect on Monday morning.

Working 7 Days a Week

Making the best of things is the only way I'm going to get through the next several weeks, and I'm determined to make them the best they can be.

To My Future Person

A letter to the person I will spend the rest of my life with, who has not yet been found.

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